i cannot get myself in the shower today.
i am blaming on: what if i miss a call?
because everyone around me is taking things
too seriously.
too personal.
and the southtown is making it where i cant even party without hurting someone’s feelings.
they put something in the water down there.
making the boys crazy.
and i miss you.
no text messaging when i am finally ready for foreplay.
so i throw versace sunglasses on and babydoll dresses
just around the flat and keep finding songs that get it.
my friend’s hearts are all breaking around me.
and for once i am trying to get them thru it.
all the while designing my halloween ensemble.
because this floor… its not stable.
“beautiful structure but lousy foundation”
the song said the answers are always there.