woke up this morning at 9, trying to block out the sunlight with blankets, pillows, amethyst, etc.

the blonde one shook me slightly with a soft voice telling me not to give them a FREE peep show. “hmm?”

“i put all the blinds down or pulled the curtains to because they were peeking in while they were on the ladder
working. they are everywhere! like spider monkeys! (monkies?)”

they are hardly like monkeys!

but i laid in bed after she left petting the sheets and looking at my nasty finger nails for 30 minutes before i
returned a few texts.

then put some pants on and thought over the past week. ignored calls, the st pat’s incident where a boy told me i looked like a 50’s pin up girl and i laughed so hard i stumbled down stairs, the car wreck that hit me on my side, the spining that insued, oh the fun, oh the pain. the falling was AFTER the car wreck. either way i am in pain.

monthly my mind keeps floating to whether or not i have hurt someone so badly or maybe they thought about me so much that they just had to delete my number. i doubt it.

turn everything thing off and cover your neck.